Being pushed into adulthood

I assumed I was already an adult. Now i know how far away from growth I have been. Now I have to deal with adult issues like marriage and in-laws and compromises and marriage ceremonies and what not! Yikess!!! I want to continue to be pampered forever and ever. I dont want to own my decisions. I don’t want any compromises. I don’t want all this. I want to live in my dreamland forever and ever and ever.