Life is going topsy turvy in new and weird ways. I don’t even know how to handle this, what to feel and what to do most of the times. After a really long time, there was some mental peace and we felt happy and then, this. Dad’s heart is facing troubles and its terrible. I know deep inside things are fucked up somewhere in the head! And its a pity because I or anyone else cannot do anything about it.
I hate hate hate hate hate hate emotional complexities. I would rather live without any relationships at all than have that baggage. I just hate emotional baggage. I just HATE it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This blog completed its 4 years in December. Time just flies sometimes and sometimes it seems to last so long. So much has changed since it started that the life before and after that seem like two different books rather than two pages of the same book. It is good in a way. I have changed a lot! A LOT! For the good, I suppose.
I have been reading blogs that diss New Year Resolutions as frivolous time pass and may be it is when not made seriously. But sometimes the start of a new year brings with it a new sense of conviction, a want to change self and make long term future plans. I think it is a good time to assess the past year and make some decisions about the new. Whether you keep them or not is obviously a very case dependent thing. So, today finding the time on my hands, I started writing this thing (I dont know what genre it exactly is).
I have made this year’s resolution. And that resolution is to work towards a change and make that change happen! Personally and Professionally!
The list is long BUT the will is strong!!
Happy New Year! This is not just a wish but a reality !
Oh there are so many that I cannot even begin to chronicle them. Although I continue to lust for the DSLR, I am temporarily making do with my Digital Point and Shoot camera. So, the agenda is to capture some parts of bangalore with that device. Then, there is the huge task of buying books! Landmark..here I come. No pirated ones because this is about the academic books. Also, I have to go see a play and possibly Avatar too. I also want to read this weekend. The play will be dropped I think. Then there is some skill development to be done. I am also thinking of getting down in the creativity lane. And to top the rest, I have to be the WasherWoman and the Interior Designer. Beauty Cares loom large too.
Woof! So much to do ! Lets start!