some beans are out


Today i spilled out some of my beans to a friend who i thought would not be judgmental. Who would not think “haw! haw! she did that, she is like that”..mainly that haw factor. It was comfortable talking to her. She understood me pretty well because she has been through the same. She said things which i understood because I am going through the same. Although its a little late for both of us but we have realized finally and I promised her that I will start working. That I would prioritize my life and  think about myself and my future. I needed that poke. She shook me. Well, she lend me an ear at least. I freed a bit and it feels light and right.

I wish I had woken up before but better late than never. Or so we say to console ourselves. Let’s see what will happen. In the meanwhile, I am ok .

love and faith

The day!


Its one of those days ! You know, when one makes pledges and sets a target to achieve and then works relentlessly for it after realizing that a major change is needed. Today is that day!

I have thought of something. I have made a pledge, a solemn decision and from the heart and mind combined. 22/10/2007, Monday – marks the beginning and end of something. It will happen. I will do it.  It took so long to hit this hard but it has now and now the action will have a reaction.

I will keep the chronicles of how the things changed because this is very very crucial for me. More than life at this point of time .

Nobels 2007


And the Nobel goes to …….

1. Albert Fert and Peter Grünberg “for the discovery of Giant Magnetoresistance” in Physics.

2. Gerhard Ertl “for his studies of chemical processes on solid surfaces” in Chemistry.

3. Mario R. Capecchi, Sir Martin J. Evans and Oliver Smithies “for their discoveries of principles for introducing specific gene modifications in mice by the use of embryonic stem cells” in Biology.

4. Doris Lessing “that epicist of the female experience, who with scepticism, fire and visionary power has subjected a divided civilisation to scrutiny”  in Literature.

5. Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC) and Albert Arnold (Al) Gore Jr. “for their efforts to build up and disseminate greater knowledge about man-made climate change, and to lay the foundations for the measures that are needed to counteract such change”  in Peace category.

6. Leonid Hurwicz, Eric S. Maskin and Roger B. Myerson “for having laid the foundations of mechanism design theory” in Economics.

Well, actually there is no nobel prize in biology. It is either in Physiology or Medicine and not biology as a whole.  And well sadl, there is none for mathematicians. There are many interesting theories behind all this. But the one I found most interesting was this, as wiki states :

Myth has it that Nobel refused to endow a mathematics prize after his wife (or mistress, depending on the story) had an affair with the mathematician Mittag-Leffler. This story is unlikely, as Alfred Nobel never actually married.[16]

For other stories see: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nobel_Prize

To the hotness that is Kunal Kapoor !


I died the day I saw him in RDB. Oh my god!! He makes me go crazy. He made me understand what madness was. He is so damn good looking! He is the GOD of good looks, cuteness and hotness.

I love him. I am an AC of him. If I ever meet him , I am sure my heart will stop functioning. “Laga chunari mein daag” again gave me the pleasure of watching “his hotness”.

wooooooooooooooooooof! I love u man. Kunal Kapoor u rock! Looking forward to seeing “Aaja nachley” . Waiting to be slaughtered again [:D]

kunnu